Having to be awake every night can be some kind of torture. Staring at the ceiling, chatting away on MSN(it gets sucky when I cant sign in), SMS-ing my frens and “family”(and there is where my credit goes), talking on the phone, reading(I finished the 6th Left Behind series I just bought now I am stuck with nothing again).
Last night I somehow was thinking bout my past. That hurt me like mad but sometimes when I think of it, I can’t help smiling. I wouldn’t have made it without my friends there with me. Suyi and Zhi, always ignoring me when I talk on and on about it, sometimes saying how stupid I am by only saying these few words,” Aiyo! Just move on la..!”. And there is Dhiv, always there when I want to go to the field when it is raining heavily, there to talk to me when I cry, there to stop me from doing my stupid acts to follow my heart and then hurt myself. Ying, to give me really long and painful lectures. Vick(daddy) to be there to listen to me complain and cry ...